I had another "reconciliation with tpau" dream last night. At least this one was more realistic than the others. While it did have hand-holding, hugging, and kissing, it also had crying and yelling. Every day, not being with her breaks my heart, and every time I see her, it shatters me. This doesn't really come as any surprise to me, though. I walk through life feeling as though everyone's heart burns like a bonfire, except mine. Mine burns like the sun.