December 6th, 2001

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Stupid

I am stupid.
Really fucking stupid.

It's amazing how far I've gotten in College considering that I barely remember what the courses are about or what the teachers actually say.

My notes are meaningless drivel, my homework assignments are either full of holes or not turned in.

I am a poser, pretending to be smart because that's the only thing I know how to do.

I am worthless.
  • Current Music
    Travis - We Are Monkeys
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Stupid

I am stupid.
Really fucking stupid.

It's amazing how far I've gotten in College considering that I barely remember what the courses are about or what the teachers actually say.

My notes are meaningless drivel, my homework assignments are either full of holes or not turned in.

I am a poser, pretending to be smart because that's the only thing I know how to do.

I am worthless.
  • Current Music
    Travis - We Are Monkeys
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Still Stupid!

No matter how long it takes Phoenix...Never hit Post Entry a second time.
  • Current Music
    It's Tough To Have A Crush When The Boy Doesn't Feel The Way That You Do - okgo
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Queer

I am both a level 5 fag and a level 5 dyke according to straightacting.com.

Straight-acting. What a silly concept. When I hear a guy say he's straight-acting, does that mean he likes to beat up his boyfriend and fuck women?

Hypocrites we are, lest Hypocrites we become.
  • Current Music
    They Might Be Giants - Lazy Head And Sleepy Bones
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Role Playing

I am a gamer.
I admit this freely for I am not afraid of myself.

Tonight was one of the best roleplaying sessions I've ever been to. We have been stuck in an underground city of Undead, and have been required to complete several tasks to free them of their Undead Natures. The next-to-last (fifth or sixth or even seventh depending on when you start counting) was merely to have a discussion.

Of course, we were not told this. We were told that the Undead were having a War between Good and Evil and that we were to resolve it. This was all an excuse to get us to discuss the matter.

Consensus shifted over what felt like hours as we discussed the nature of good and evil, their existence, their coexistence, and whether or not the Undead truly upheld their ideals, or whether this was just an illusion to force us to look outside the box.

It was.
  • Current Music
    Mono Puff - All Things Considered