Why is it that when I meet a nice guy I can't connect? Why is it that everyone who wants me is so alien that I can't feel anything from them? Am I just built wrong? Am I not capable of feeling appreciated? of feeling content? of feeling loved? Or am I just too good at finding out that I haven't met Mr. Right yet. Or whatever.
Sometimes I wonder just why it hurts so much to not feel anything from other people when it's the same thing I've felt all my life.