Gregory Pettigrew (etherial) wrote,
Gregory Pettigrew

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Sometimes I wonder if half the people I'm attracted to notice. Sometimes I wonder if half the people I'm attracted to wouldn't be so attractive if I weren't so lonely.

Why is it that when I meet a nice guy I can't connect? Why is it that everyone who wants me is so alien that I can't feel anything from them? Am I just built wrong? Am I not capable of feeling appreciated? of feeling content? of feeling loved? Or am I just too good at finding out that I haven't met Mr. Right yet. Or whatever.

Sometimes I wonder just why it hurts so much to not feel anything from other people when it's the same thing I've felt all my life.

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