Four months and you haven't returned my calls my letter my email my messages through our mutual friends.
Why do I still love you?
Why do I think you love me?
I practice piano when I find the time.
I swim a quarter mile three times a week.
I do my homework, I go to class.
And in the cold of the early morning I shiver with loneliness because you're not here to care about what a better person I'm trying to be for you.
I love you I hate you I love you.
I love you.
We just both hate me.