I've always had abandonment issues, and the one person who made me feel like they might go away made the biggest contribution of all. January 29th will be the one year anniversary of my final revelation about him. I'm finally beginning to do some of the things I never could because I was still too busy pining for him.
Note to self: Never let popcorn be the last thing you eat before bed. You will never get the taste out of your mouth. Toothpaste will not avail you.